Thanksgiving and plans

Well, I am going to Nevaeh's fathers family's house for Thanksgiving I hope he won't be there I wa invited which makes me glad!! Then i am going to try to go to my friend's house for about an hour then ove to my friend Tracy's House. So, it looks like i have 3 dinners i am going to today!! then I am going to surprise my friend Derick with a plate of food from Tracy's after dinner when he gets off work!! I got to see Nevaeh on Tuesday which was great and I get to see her again on Monday!!been a very busy week finiished two final projects for college all at once but I think they turned out well.

Nevaeh Rose Faith McClain & life

Well yesterday was my last visit at the childrens beauru!! I start home visits next Tuesday and then am looking at starting unsupivised visits in December around Christmas!!! I am allowed to be around my friend Derick when ever because he does not have a CPS record which makes me feel great!! I think me and Derick are pretty much dating which makes me feel odd but happy at the same time!!! Will keep you all informed on Nevaeh and the CPS case as it unfolds!!

Nevaeh and college

Well I had a team meeting with CPS today! I am happy though I start suivized home visits with " LITTLE MISS" on the 23rd! and then they are looking at unsupivized home visits!! Yippy!! I was also told I can be at my friend Derick's house with her because CPS has not investigated him or his roommate!! Nevaeh also has MRSA again and has psorsis as well as exzama I swear Nevaeh has to many health problems for a 15 month old!! that is the only thing that sucks.

School and life

Well lets see school is getting more stressful! mixing that with life and working on getting Nevaeh back things are just getting really hard in general! My ex fiance' is getting out of jail here soon and i am scared! I am thinking bout dating a guy friend that I really like! Derick is great he helps with college and helps me stay calm!! I have a family team meeting on Friday to schedule supervized home visits with " LITTLE MISS" Nevaeh has gotten so so big!! I bought Nevaeh a new crib on monday so that she would have a safe place to sleep!! It is a 4 in 1 crib that goes up to a full size bed!!! I LOVE NEVAEH ROSE FAITH MCCLAIN!!!

weather!!

Nevaeh and great Grandma Dot!!

i do love her the way she is

i love her more then any thing

she is the best thing that ever happened to me

Nevaeh and grandma

my little princess

my baby girl

there is no love like the love Nevaeh and I share!!

Well, today is Wednesday the day after Indiana got hit by four tornadoes! I was sitting visiting with my daughter for an hour and i had to stay calm for little miss!! Remind you i am terrified of tornadoes so it was just a little hard to stay calm with a 15 month old in my arms. My ex husband is stupid i swear who would walk out side with the tornado sirens going off and drive off. but that is beside the point! I am starting to talk to my ex in laws again they all love me and said they would prefer me over my ex husbands fiance any day!! I am just glad that they still want me around!! and I love being single!!

CPS court

Well I went to court for my daughter today set in the court house for three hours and then find out that I am getting her back and we are ready to start my supervised home visits up again here soon and start the reunification process I am so so happy!!! next court hearing is scheduled for April 13th 2011 and October 15th 2011. I am going to hang out with my friend Derick tonight after to Choir practice!!

saturday visit with Robert

Well Saturday I went and saw Robert in jail. I am still his friend but that's all i can be to him. he is a good guy and all i just can't be with him. My beautiful 15 month old comes first. I love being single I have a bunch of friends helping me through this hard time in my life right now. a couple to mention is my best friend Nickie and my best friend Stephanie's family. and of course my guy friends Derick and Rob.

Nevaeh and family

Well yesterday I say Nevaeh and I loved the hour I had with her!! I got told by CPS that her father (James) does not have a chance to get her back because he has not shown he wants to be a father or even be in her life. I have court on Wednesday the 20th to see what I have to still get done before she can home!! Robert is doing ok I was able to talk to him on Monday which put a smile on my face!!  I went and saw my Nephew Yesterday he is doing good he is getting big for a 8 month old but you gotta love babies!!! I love all of my family and all my friends!!! College is going ok trying to pull up my grades!! doing alittle better!! CPS said that college is a good thing and it shows i am trying to better my life!!!

Saturday visit

I went and Saw my best friend last night at the jail. It was hard but I stayed strong for him, I know that he did not do what people are accusing him of doing. He is a great fun and loving guy.He was able to keep a smile on his face and still joke oh I guess he has a nickname. He says he obviously has a feminine side crazy right. Well me being his loving fiance' said I could have told you that. so his inmates have started calling him peaches I sometimes think he isn't him self. It was nice to hear his voice and see him though. His dad and I are trying to come up with his bond money before thanksgiving. Which I know we can do.

Friday and the weekend schedule

well today I got a couple homework assignments done.tomorrow I get to go see my fiance while he is in jail it is going to be tough but i have to stay strong for him oh and I am going to the Red Gold chili cook off as well Sunday I am singing in the chior at my new church and becomeing a  member such an exciting weekend!!

Life

Well today I am going to go talk to my best friend's attorney with his dad. This is has been a hard last couple weeks but life is getting better. I went through a church retreat called the Heartland Great Banquet last weekend and God has blessed me in so many ways I am so glad that God loves me and I am so Glad that I get to see Nevaeh every week!! Lets add into to that the fact that my fiance' all though might be in jail is still keeping his faith in God and still loves me!!! "Be still and know that I am God!! Psalms" 49:10
I love Nevaeh and I love my fiance'!!!!!

my weekend

Well my weekend could have gone alot better but it didn't I just lost my best friends to BS charges. I hate people filing false accusation. I at least get to see my daughter tomorrow and spend an hour with her I hope that my fiance' gets out on a PR bond I am so stressed school seems to be the last thing really on my mind. I have to remember that I am doing this for them and only them.